Goodbyes

June was the month of goodbyes! Some of our very closest friends graduated and moved across the country for their new jobs, and then of course the girls and I had to say goodbye to JOSH who left for his 11-week internship in New York City. All these changes have thrown my regular way of life for a bit of a loop, but I'm getting into a new groove and the girls and I are managing.

Bryn made it clear she didn't want Josh to leave. She did all she could to convince him to stay, including leaving notes for him all over the house. "I do not (want) you to go to (New York)". Kind of cute, kind of sad. 

She's been writing Josh notes since he's been gone and Josh is so cute to reply. His drawings are the best part!

We need a close up of this! Josh illustrated how he gets to the Google office each morning and Bryn loved it. I love Josh :)

We really miss Josh! It's not the same without him around, but we've made it two weeks and only have 9 more to go! Thank goodness for technology that lets us video chat with him!

We had a handful of "last girls nights" but this one was truly the last one with the four Tuck girls who were moving. Movers were already packing up Andrea and Maren's houses at this point but it was fun to fit in one last gelato trip before people started taking off.  

 It's kind of uncanny how many matching outfits Maren and I wore this past year (not on purpose) and her two girls and my two girls also had matching wardrobes. It happened so often that it became a joke and we had to document one last matching outfit before she moved. It will be weird next year to show up to a gathering and not match anyone :) 

I wish I would have taken pictures of all the sweet, sad notes Bryn has written about her friends moving. She  wrote this note to the Holbrooks on their moving day and it got right to the point "Holbrook. Stop going away frum me. I love Brixton. Love, Bryn." She has legitimately been sad with these friends leaving and it's really tender to hear her expressing her feelings about it. One day she said "I used to have friends in California but then we moved. And then I got new friends in New Hampshire and then they moved." Sad! I guess that is how it goes in this stage of life, but someday (hopefully soon) we will be settled somewhere and Bryn will be able to keep her friends for a long, long time! And luckily, four year olds are only sad about something for 3 minutes and then they are flitting around the house as Cinderella, so Bryn will make it through!

Anyway, June- the teary, rainy month of goodbyes - is now over and here's to a sunny, beautiful July!

Burlington

I'm never good at planning day trips and out-of-the-ordinary activities (usually walking to the park is as exciting as it gets), but luckily I have friends who are really good at it and let us tag along! Last week we checked out Burlington, Vermont with a couple friends and it was such a fun trip! It's only an hour and a half away, but it was far enough to feel like a fun getaway for the day.

We spent most of our time at Lake Champlain and it was a really fun lake. Bryn hadn't been to a "beach" since we moved from California last summer, so she was so giddy! It was fun to see her playing in the sand and the waves, just like the good old days in Huntington Beach :)

Me, Michelle, and Catherine

This was the Saturday before my wonderful friend Michelle moved, so it was fun to fit in one last day trip with her. Cat was nice enough to play with Mya on the shore so I could swim with Bryn. I didn't think I'd be doing many excursions with the girls while Josh was gone, but thank goodness for awesome friends who are helping me out so much!

 After the lake we cleaned up and wandered around downtown Burlington. It was such a cute city! There was a big Farmer's Market going on and lots of cute little shops and restaurants along Church Street. 

 Brynlee, Brixton, and Damon

These two cute boys moved a few days ago and Bryn was so sad to see them go. I'm glad we fit in a fun Burlington trip with them before they left. Fun day!

Mya's Birthday

 Mya's birthday started early! 5:45 am early! The girls woke up with squeals and Bryn belting out the birthday song with as much gusto as it's ever been sung. While I missed that extra hour of sleep, I must admit their excitement was pretty darn cute. Bryn was so darling and just kept hugging Mya and saying "Mya! It's finally your birthday! You're finally a one year old!"

Our first item of business was to do a little Google+ Hangout with Josh from his office at Google :)

I felt so bad that Josh couldn't be here for Mya's big day, but luckily they had a cute video chat. I don't know who was more smiley and excited to see the other, Josh or Mya!

 Mya got a walker as her birthday gift from us, and she had fun testing it out.

That evening we had a very low-key birthday party with a few families from our neighborhood.

Bryn was the mastermind behind the decor. She and I sneakily told Mya on the eve of her birthday that we were going downstairs "to read one last bedtime book", but instead we blew up balloons and hung the crepe paper. Bryn loved being a part of the surprise and was giggling the whole time we worked, saying "Mya is going to be so surprised when she comes downstairs tomorrow! It's going to be hilarious!"

Some of our wonderful friends

(Bryn's pose is so typical! The popped hip!)

 Pink and purple birthday treats

Mya was not sure what to think about the whole cake thing. The whole time we sang to her and brought her the cake she had the most perplexed look like "What in the world is going on here?"

She wasn't a big fan of the cake. It didn't help that it was a really dense cake with stiff frosting (my bad), so it was quite a feat to actually break into it. 

 The only part she enjoyed was when she tipped it over and all the kids laughed :)

 She was, however, very interested in her birthday presents! 

We didn't go all out with gifts, but she got some cute little things from family members and friends and she had so much fun playing with them! I didn't think a one year old would even care much about gifts, but she was so happy unwrapping little things and looking them over.

 Awww....love this birthday girl.

 What a fun day to celebrate one of the sweetest girls around :)

Mya's First Year

We love you, Mya! What a cutie you've been at every stage!

(Bryn's first year photos HERE)

One Year Old

Oh, I love this little girl and can't believe she is one year old today. What a joy she is in our home. Mya has such an important place in our hearts and I can't imagine our family without her. 

Here is Mya's one-year update and a few blurry pictures of this squirmy girl...

Her little personality is so funny. At home she is smiley and silly and curious, but in public she is very cautious and shy. She loves to wave to people, but it's usually with a nervous expression. It takes some work to get her to smile and loosen up, but she's not quite as clingy as she was a few months ago so I think she's making a little progress :)

She still nurses twice a day, but that won't last much longer. She eats breakfast, lunch, and dinner with the family and usually eats the same thing we're having. Her favorite foods are probably bananas, yogurt, black beans, chicken rolls, and any kind of soup. She has four teeth that she puts to good use at mealtime, and she probably has a few more teeth coming in soon, judging by her cranky, slobbery, gnaw-on-everything-in-sight mood the last few days.

Mya naps for a couple hours in the morning and a couple hours in the afternoon. She goes to bed with Bryn at 7 pm, but those two rascals usually keep each other up til 7:30 pm being silly in their beds. Mya is almost always the one who initiates the silliness and Bryn tries hard to quietly go to bed, but it's tough when there's a cute toddler, standing up in her crib, squealing and giggling, and tempting you to do the same. I try to be firm in enforcing quiet bedtime, but secretly I love to hear them squealing together. 

Miss Mya is still not walking, but she's a speedy little crawler and gets from room to room faster and faster. She loves to follow Bryn around and keep tabs on what she's up to. She's always grabbing at Bryn's hair and tugging on her clothes and Bryn is so used to it that it doesn't even phase her. Bryn loves to play "Mom" to Mya and loves to carry her around, rock her in the rocking chair, surround her with toys, etc. It's just so cute to see those two play all day and Mya always loves the attention.

There hasn't been a single day this past year where I haven't held Mya tight and thanked God she is a part of our family. She was such an answer to our prayers and I feel so deeply, truly grateful for her every day. I hope that gratitude for her never fades and I remember the miracle of each new little life. Before Mya's birth my heart was so raw from our four miscarriages and the health complications that we were figuring out. Mya's pregnancy was such a rollercoaster physically and emotionally- the hundreds of shots and hormone pills, blood test after blood test, ultrasound after ultrasound. Abnormal blood tests, abnormal ultrasounds, the cysts on her brain and concerns of down syndrome. The stress! The worry! The prayers and prayers and prayers! (The overly emotional and concerned pregnant lady!!) I think of all of that when I see the healthy, perfect little girl beside me all day. Mya truly healed my fragile heart and I feel so blessed to be her mom.

Mya's first year has been wonderful and I look forward to all the beautiful years ahead.

Bryn and Mya at age one.
I couldn't love these two more!

Evening at the Park

It's been a pretty gray, drizzly week so far, but there was a pocket of sunshine last night, so we threw together a picnic dinner and walked to a fun, new park about a mile away. We stayed for nearly two hours and even went back for more this morning (until we got rained out and made the soggy walk home). A new park (or a new anything) in our quiet, little city is a big deal!

Bryn loves parks like this. If there's anything dangerous or difficult, she is all over it.

 And then there is my cautious, little Mya who timidly makes her way around the playground equipment with wide eyes. This is her idea of "dangerous" - sitting on a bench with no hands.

I've looked at these pictures over and over today and they make me so happy. It's the simple little moments like this that make life feel so full. Bryn at four and a half years old is so, so great. I just love watching her do her thing all day. That girl. And Mya at almost-one year old is hard to beat, too. I am going to miss, miss, miss Josh this summer while he's away, but thank goodness I have these two sweet girls to make me smile.

Father's Day

 I knew when I was dating Josh that he was going to be a fantastic dad to our children, and I was completely right!

 Josh is gone for his internship in NYC, so we celebrated Father's Day on Friday night before he left. We ordered take-out from 3 Guys BBQ and had a fun night at home with the girls.

  We had Josh's favorite treat: warm brownies and peanut butter ice cream. Bryn gets credit for the pig and hippo on top....she thought we should make the brownies a little fancier since it was our Father's Day treat and all! Her animal choice was fitting - with a big BBQ meal + brownies and ice cream we certainly felt like pigs/hippos afterwards. Thank you, Bryn.

Josh is the best dad and Bryn and Mya are the luckiest kids around to have him as their dad. They just adore him and think he's the greatest person on earth. And they're right :)

Oh man, Mya is going to miss her Dad this summer and something tells me Josh is going to miss this little babe, too!

We were really missing Josh today! Thank goodness for video chats!

Also worth mentioning- Mr. Matthew R. Clarke.

I have the best dad ever and I wish I could have been with him today. Love you, Dad! Can't wait to see you in a month from today! We've got our paper chain hanging and are counting down the days!